I wonder do I really have split character. I can't said no because indecisive, kind and loving is good part of me but the other part of me was a monster who is filled with jealousy, evil thoughts and revengeful.
Sometimes, I really wonder removing my blog is a good thing a not and should be blogging down about "her" in the first place years back. I am quite regretful partly but evil side of was grinning away. Lynette asked me why would I approach her for comfort instead of the 6others kaikis. I not sure why, maybe I feel that Lynette is the most approachable one and she is the only one who had a kid like me. That's why I feel closer to her than the 5others gals. These fews day, because of "her" I blog more oftenly. I didn't want to tell my parents or in laws about this because I didn't want to them to be worry about me and dar marriage. Our marriage is like a rock on the verge of a mountain, its only a matter of time that something good or bad would happen. But I can't complain much cause its the choice I made 3years plus back.
Okay bad news over, good news is here.
Dar going to sell one of his gaming account which can be a good income for us. Because his account cost at least SGD$5k. If the deal can be through, we can clear his study loan from his mom and start saving for a place called OUR HOME! Well, the rest of it will go to dar driving fees and I am thinking to go to HK or Tawian for a holiday. Hopefully it be come true lar cause dar said it a replacement for our HONEYMOOD. We din went that time as I was already pregnant. So yeah. I am really looking forward to it. ^^
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