Emo-ing me?

Sometimes I wonder, am I too over emotional. Recently, I been very unsatisfied with GOD! I think he is damn so unfair. Haha.. Know why?

He gave others who are ugly in character, a beautiful face and body, and was also born in a rich family. Although I am fortunate to be born in nice family who are caring but my family isn't that rich to afford whatever I want. And I don't have a beautiful face nor a nice body. How is god fair? Life now I leading is so plain. I wish I could have some big changes in life.

I know some of you may say, there are people who are less fortunate than me. But I am a green eye monster.. Haha.. yeah right! I am always like that ever since from the young.

Good people always lose out the most.. sometimes I hate myself being so easily pushover by others who I really care. Soft hearted is always my weak point in life and not thick skin enough. Most of the time, I am always trying to be careful of how I speak to prevent hurting others. Because I know I am a very direct person.

I REALLY NEED CHANGES IN LIFE!!!!


Okay.. just now I went to Cinelesiure as planned. I waited for the stupid Bus7 for almost an hour. Luckily got seat for me, but after my stop. The bus was very full pack even till PS. Almost can't get down of the bus, thanks to my big fat body. Argh!

Anyway, I went to find DH at level9 where FIFA Online Buildup Event was. Went to have dinner with him and his QA colleague. Funny thing is, DH doesn't like to talk to him, I had to entertain his colleague for whole time when we were having dinner. Felt so embarrassed and weird. We had Long John Silver for dinner. Sad to said my diet is busted ever since I went on trip to Hatyai. Gain back 2kg. Sians right?

Anyway, finish dinner went back with DH to his event place. I went to try FIFA for the first time with DH. Lost 4 match to him. zZzz... Anyway, I think I addicted to that game already. Haha.. I likes games which I get items when I finish one match. Anutie right? Hahaha...

After that, I went home to my parents' house. My parents brought baobei a $59.90 computer. Quite nice and interesting. Baobei's birthday will be celebrated on the 16th Nov, one day earlier than the original date. Still haven't decide what to give to baobei as her present. My MIL treating us to a Thai restaurant tomorrow, my FIL brought two set of Carebears and My Melody Bed Set for her which cost $120+. My parents gave her that mini computer and a $77.60 Care bear 2kg birthday cake. Fortunate baobei...

Bring her out on her birthday also. But have yet to decide where to do. Any suggestion? And another thing, Barney and friends Xmas show will be at United Square from the 26th Nov onwards. I plan to bring baobei to watch as usual. Every year, I brought her to watch. This is the 3rd time I bring her to watch Xmas Barney show excluding the Barney in Singapore 2008. She went to watch it too, both tickets from Sistic cost over $100+. Which was paid by my MIL. =p