My previous blog was a total letdown due to Friendster errors when I blogged, sometimes my article wouldn't upload and in the end I had to retype whole thing. So I giving up the stupid blog.

Summary of My Life

Career

As previously blogged, 6months back I given up my CSA job for my daughter. Now being a full time homemaker. I am seriously feeling empty and unfullfill. Looking at all my ex classmate, I seem like the only one who have no qualification nor jobs. Previously, when I was working although I am tired and quite often piss off but I felt achievement in life what I didn't have before. So two weeks back, I had a new motivation in life to set as my target. But things didn't always turn out as what I wanted. My MIL didn't allow me to work full time as previously and I was only allowed to allow part time during evening and weekends. Yesterday, I went for two interviews. One sales promotor job at Night Safari and another is a operator job. One have been confirmed but the incentives and commission they haven't confirm with me so I was still considerating their offer. Operator job will be confirm either today or tomorrow. Their paid is good thou. Tomorrow have another interview also at 2pm. So wish me luck.

PS: I still have a dream to go for no matter what's the outcome. I still try my best to get it by 2012. If it really come true, I will share with you guys what's my dream.


Studies

I have discussed with my mom regarding my studies topic again. The outcome seens not bad compare to the past. My mom told me not that she can't afford this money but scare that I give up half way again like my previous O level and ITE. So if by next year May I can't save it amount, I will borrow it from her. I still believe that nothing is impossible if you try your best to get what you want.


My Family

Although my dream is always stuck because I had a family earlier than my friends. But I believe that if there's a will, there's a hope. My daughter turning 3 years old next year and my hubby is still working in a gaming company almost for a year already. Next year, my baobei is going to the nursery! Days really passes so fast and I am 22 next year already. Bleah.. feel so old. Anyway, she's been a adorable and naughty girl. Sometimes, she really piss me off but still most of the time she is still adorable and clever. And she got tons of why, what and where? everyday.

"If there's a will, there's a hope"